There's no point to be sad about it. Life sucks even without that. Get well soon, don't worry about the audition, you'll attend many more later on. 

Here's one not so broken #catstr for you 🤙💜 https://image.nostr.build/8d822fd13f1350eeb6c991c1f50445168eba0c43dd124b5e055e9c39c8d98af6.jpg 

 Awww, inception kitty!❤️ Thank you.