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 If I poke it with pins, can you feel it? 
 Right now. No. I guard my energy. 🫡🙏 
 How do you guard your energy? 
(This is progressing to a joke, I can FEEL it!) 
 No jokes. No games. I’m just numb to everything right now. My heart is utterly shattered. So it is what it is.

My love for humanity will keep me fighting. Humans have done enough damage to my mental state this last year. Won’t allow anyone to get that close ever again. Truly. 

That’s a lie. I’m a romantic & will always fall in love. Cause I’m me. Just disappointed ☹️ 🫡🤣 
 Ah. I know the feeling. Give yourself a hug, from this stranger on the internet... In lieu of more comforting words, which I'm bad at. And give yourself time - rediscover yourself.  
 Thanks. It’s all good. Never forgot who I was. 

Just reminded myself of everything I already knew. More viscerally & traumatized than needed. Billionaire boys club playing gamesmanship is gross. They will get their comeuppance. 

Truth is: my former stepfather was a billionaire but never an asshole like the idiots I’ve met this last year. Not sure if I’ve been dealt all this as a test, initiation or something nefarious. None of it matters to me anymore. 

The corruption that surrounds those people and their soul-sucking vibes are pathetic. 

Had a vision in 1983 that guided my life. Nothing will stop me. Ever. Cause …

I’m 100% the crazy Hooters waitress from this Super Bowl commercial. 🤣🫡🤦🏻‍♀️🔥🫂
Always known my internal value outside financials & lived an overall good life for humanity. Invincible. 🫂🔥🙏

https://media.tenor.com/qmSIzc-H7vIAAAAC/1984.gif
 
 Invincible. 💪 
 Absolutely. 💯 🫡🙏