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Yeah that makes sense as well. It's hard to  not think "Oh well pretty equals woman" because I'm socially conditioned to that. 

Do I want to be pretty? FFS, yes of course I do! I even see it as possible. Maybe. One day. If I squint hard enough. Is that the goal? No, I know that too. Knowing it and feeling it though aren't always the same thing.