it took me _no joke_ 100s of tries to quit the cigs. it's in the past now you'll get there.
this time it really does feel diff 🙏
if it helps- evenings/nights were the worst for me because i'm drinking or at the bowling alley/etc or w/friends who smoke. i had to d/c from these places and people for a bit. also, i quit cold turkey BUT i know smoking cessation meds can super help (wellbutrin, varenicline, etc.). you got it if you keep trying ez