Me too. I have zapped half the amount that I have received. If you cant show that you zap, especially when you are a receiver of 8 million sats then yes, I have an issue with that. It's my problem though, no one else's. 

 I don't care what others do with their zaps. Stress a very good writer and she gets zapped for that. Honestly, I view this as a success. 🤷‍♂️