food addiction is such a fun concept :>c

like,, just finding some fast food joint so incredibly delicious, so amazing, that your poor brain, suddenly flooded with dopamine, goes haywire for it, wolfing it down in seconds.
so good, you just can't help but come back the next day... and the day after... and the day after...
eventually finding everything else tastes bland by comparison, nothing else satiates your newfound hunger for grease and calories, catching yourself zoning out, thinking back to that blissful first bite...
and always, without fail, eventually giving in and coming back, promising yourself you'll cut back tomorrow...

an occasional treat becomes a dire, primal need... sometimes becomes every day, becomes 2 meals a day, becomes 4... each meal bigger than the last as it takes more and more to reach that same bliss, to fill that gut...
eventually having to make sure you have some ready on your night stand, knowing you'll NEED it in the morning... having to schedule regular deliveries as your gut's demands grow more and more intense, that hunger more and more ever-present...

completely and hopelessly hooked on stuffing your snout with calories and grease and lard. doomed to become a gluttonous beached whale, constantly begging for more and whining about how hungry you are. doomed ever since that first, blissful bite.

...on an unrelated note, wanna go try out this new place that opened just last week? I hear the food is great~ :>c

#fatfurs #weightgain