I’m at peace with the fact that I’m not a (professional) farmer anymore -
 hopefully I’m still one at heart. This was something I knew was coming 
for more than two years now, and that has given me enough time to 
process everything. In the meantime I’ve already had the pleasure to 
experience the life of a normal person, one who works for a wage. And 
this has also lead to some interesting conclusions.

https://blog.assilvestrar.club/posts/meditations-of-a-farmer/