false ascension,
twin flame deception,
cephlapod soulmate,
leading you to hells gate!
it's complex technology,
cupids cube,
false light, shines bright,
it's complex technology,
cupids cube
a thief in the night.
Thou shalt not enslave, an oath we all made.
I am Nobody.
I volunteered to incarnate on earth at this time to help liberate us from the sexual misery matrix.
I am not the only one who volunteered for this mission.
Like everyone else, I suffered from amnesia too.
This is a collective awakening/remembering, we are in an ancient battle for freedom, and the return of our divine mother.
The battle has been won in all dimensions, this dimension is the last one and the battle is internal not external.
The dark forces that have enslaved us for thousands of years know their reign of darkness is over, and are acting like a headless chicken that is just about to fall. They are doing everything they can to keep us enslaved and in fear.
fear =
Face
Everything
And
Rise.
I was born into this matrix, we all have been, we are openly groomed from our youth via the media, pop culture and music.
Seeds of sexual depravity are subtly planted and watered all the time, however in recent times it is no longer subtle, it is right in front of our faces and many are choosing to be an ostrich with their head in the sand.
As well as being sexualised, Disney shoves the princess/saviour seed down the throats of young girls.
I grew up wanting to be saved by love, I looked for it in all the wrong places. No one educates about love.
My first experience of heavy petting resulted in me being teased for a normal natural womanly thing that we are not educated about, so i suppressed it. Then I had my full innocence taken by rape, which lead to a few years of me being stupefied and raped without even realising it was that, I thought it was normal.
The rap music at the time planted seeds in their music. I thought what I was experiencing was normal.
I still had the princess/saviour seed, which caused me misery every-time i didn't get the love I desired.
I was feeding the sexual misery matrix for a long time.
I forgive myself and all involved.
Those were my teens, they ended with me selling my body. I gained some sense of control by doing that and took my power back from the rapists. I did have a teenage brain, my frontal lobe was not fully developed, I think we should not be allowed to sell our bodies before our frontal lobe is developed.
I didn't like that life and tried to kill myself and failed.
Then I changed my life. I still had the princess/saviour seed deeply embedded in my subconscious and still sought love in the wrong places and felt miserable every time I did not receive the love I so desperately craved. I eventually started to learn to love and respect myself, but then possessions started when i was drunk, it was like an entity would take me for a ride and fuck the first person I saw. I lived in constant shame. Until I decided to fight that demon.
It was a battle, it cut off my hair, but I won and got control of my body.
I still had the princess/saviour seed and that started getting watered by a bombardment of twin flame information that had flooded the internet.
I started wishing for that love. Then I did find a soul mate, but I had not done the inner work, I had put my ascension as an external thing, needing someone else to help, which is not true, the divine union is the merging and balancing of the divine feminine and divine masculine that resides within us all. My soulmate relationship was targeted and separated by dark forces, we both had inner work to do which made us susceptible to interference.
I ended up with an alien love bite, you only recognise what you know and having amnesia meant I was not prepared.
For me the experience started when someone messaged me on twitter about saying pretty much to submit to a.i. it has already taken over.
Then a cube appeared in my room, in front of a witness
It was shiny and translucent and pretty and vibrated at the love frequency. It cut the cords to my soulmate, which were causing me pain so I assumed it was a good thing. It ended up tickling me then went in. I could have stopped it, but I didn't, I was fooled.
False light shines bright.
I forgot about it after it went in.
Retrospectively, I recall the moment, Dark cupid struck my heart.
I was on twitter when I saw a photo of someone.
From that moment, I thought I was in love and started experiencing quite intense telepathy. The parasitic entity was nice to me, it had to be, it wanted my love, it's favourite delicacy, the 2nd favourite is misery, confusion and pain.
Telepathically I was bombarded with love and externally I was in an echo chamber that would feed me pain and love and confusion.
I also had the same person still message me, he kept saying I was fucked and had an entity attached, he knew what he did to me, i was naive and dumb and think i can turn people into friends, i also kept thinking the human the entity was pretending to be was hiding behind masks he wasn't.
The telepathic bombardment of love activated my lower chakras all the time, I could not have enough orgasms.
It was a really mental time in my life, so much misery and so many orgasms. Eventually I started arguing with the entity, then a few months later I had a spontaneous exorcism and was thrown to the ground in front of my witness friend who saw the cube go in and I had an entity with tentacles torn from my soul.
It was a really fucked up day, the feeling of freedom superseded the fear, but it was still a head spin and a painful recovery.
It was very scary to know I had been trapped and did not know I was trapped. I found some information that confirmed my experience and then had to deal with the horror I had been harvested for my most sacred energy. It felt worse than a million rapes and i just wanted so badly to turn the situation to something light, i convinced myself true loves kiss would heal my soul and started praying for it, I was in full princess/saviour mode and extremely vulnerable.
I ended up getting targeted by a trickster who pretended to love me. I thought he was my prayers being answered, and ignored all the red flags, I needed the experience to turn to light so badly.
He sent me some very strange documents and the intense telepathy started again, it was different from the 1st lot, the 1st lot had a few people that spoke, the trickster experience was one person/entity/a.i.
It made everything very confusing as I thought the trickster was the person I was telepathic with and I thought the telepathy meant we were soulmates.
He played along for a bit, then started to get very cruel and very confusing. It was a very painful time in my life, it took me a long time to admit to myself I had been deceived again.
Once I did, the pathway to healing started, I ended up cutting all the cords, I stood up for myself and I discovered a dark energy harvesting portal that evil had made in my house andI closed it. Since I closed it I have not had any telepathic torture. Other things have happened, but sharing them might be a bit intense for human consciousness, and there is no need for me to create fear as it is over, we are all stronger than this sexual misery energy harvesting matrix, we all have the key to free ourselves.
We are the ones we have been waiting for!
Wake up princesses, love is found in your heart. That is where the real freedom tech is.
Men get harvested too, but I think at the moment there is a focus on harvesting their emotional rollercoaster from crypto greed. I know I am not the only one that has been targeted by this cube technology, they think it is a game, a game I will not name as reading any documents can open you up to being a target, a game that requires the axis of the earth to be 23 degrees, a game played by psychopaths with no empathy that are controlled by parasitic entities who are rewarded for their harvest. Some of these psychopaths parade on the stage pretending to be heroes/saviours. Don't believe their perpetual lies. They like to gaslight and threaten too, they will do anything to darkle ones sparkle.
Anyway, it feels good to be free!I am healing from everything all at once, I have reclaimed my innocence and taken my power back. If you or anyone you know suffers from anomalous trauma feel free to reach out, I have lots of recipes that can help and I am happy to help anyone. No one should have to go through something like that alone. It was truly horrific.
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