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gonna move to nostr or Ditto? you can do both  
 @verita84 not planning on nostr or Ditto. I plan on just using some one elses pleroma or misskey instance. 
 so i think im gonna decommission this instance june 1st 
 why say things when you can exude insane energy that communicates your point 
 ok my fingers are in pain 
 its unfortunate they call you insane if you tell them you are magical 
 i want to break something 
 he's acting weird
my body wont stop twitching
Stop fucking
fucking stop 
maybe if i say it out loud

I hate them all
I hate this book 
i hate everyone

chant its become a chant
why do they act so strange
I dont understand them 

I'm still contorting my body
maybe it food
maybe its lack of rest
maybe its being sober

why are they all so strange
THEY ARE ALL ACTING FUCKING WEIRD 
 this isnt a poem, this is literally just what ive been saying on repeat in my head for the past 4 hours 
 i have this problem where when i start to get really panicky i just start saying everything im thinking out loud, I noticed i was doing it at the self checkout a few weeks ago, I was saying to myself, everythings so fucking terrifying
what are tehy doing here
why the fuck am i here
terrifying
terrifyingjust sorta over and over again, i noticed people moving away from the checkout area, then i stopped and walked out 
 realtek HATE
mediatek (wifi chips) HATE 
 @Johnny "Jovial Johnny" Peligro 🍅 :nix: im listening to divtech 
 Bottle caps spun on their sides 
Staying straight up through the curve
Dropping see shells to catch a ride
Floating dropping through the skin
Water becomes a hole in the earth 
 @Nozahagmelons this has to be satire 
 nostr:npub107wnkjl6crsjs73ukvfjwd89wpvtfcwqdpwnf4xmqfts2pam9deqk89n4a I fall through my reflectio... 
 @f0a221fd it counts if you make it count. dont let these sane fucks tell you how to act or tell you how you are. 
 the guitar looks nice at least. I'm yet to even have a fookin midi keyb
also, nice. I have some a... 
 @Johnny "Jovial Johnny" Peligro 🍅 :nix: yes, i am aware tomatos are fruits, seeds on the inside. I have a bunch of cherry tomatos in my fridge and a few romas. 
 nice. are you vegan or something like that? 
yeah you have a nice guitar. there used to be an aco... 
 @Johnny "Jovial Johnny" Peligro 🍅 :nix: no i am not vegan, i just like fruit, especially in the morning. My guitar isnt that nice, i got it at a pawn shop for 75$. Its an epiphone special II. 
 i went to sleep at 1am and woke up at 8am, rested for a bit (not sleep) til 9am and then did shit... 
 @Johnny "Jovial Johnny" Peligro 🍅 :nix: i made a mocha this morning, and just got done smoking a joint and playing guitar. I should probably eat some solid food as well... i got berries and kiwis. 
 @Johnny "Jovial Johnny" Peligro 🍅 :nix: ya i had a pretty full sleep, im doing alright, you? 
 you will never hear god like i do, you will never fall through the void daily like i do, you will never be forever lost in the fullness of chaos like i am. all your intellectual attempts will be a cheap immitation of the mind i have. 
 I am a prophet of the fae you just don’t get it mom 
 My mom used to take me to the local herb and magick store when I was really little. I would buy books about witchcraft and fairies. 
 nostr:npub107wnkjl6crsjs73ukvfjwd89wpvtfcwqdpwnf4xmqfts2pam9deqk89n4a Remo Drive, their older music 
 @e533d5b2 i like the guitar and drums, singing style not exactly my favorite. 
 good morning fedi, I am a the best, worthy of worship and praise 
 ultra manipulative monkeys 
 holy shit A$AP Mob Cozy Tapes Volume 2 is so fucking fire 
 XXX by Danny Brown not a bad album 
 i wonder if any one else is getting stoned and dancing in their room durring this meeting 
 its funny because im both actual schizo worried about being gang stalked and then being fully aware im actually stalked by online weirdos 
 what goes through your head during a car crash?
car crash
car crash
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 Psychosomatic, addict, insane 
 @Tristan Brice Velloza Kildaire prove you arent a figment of my imagination in 3 .. 2 ... 1... go 
 Nostr is the Wayland of social media. 
 @​ does any one actually use nostr? 
 Is today mlk day or something 
 tell me sumtin 
 Im sorry. 

I fucking hate people focused Social media so dam much. 

I mean if you just sit ther... 
 @Alice some on doesnt itemize their taxes 
 Jacking off wearing knee socks is totally normal 
 Oh really?  
 @Alice yes 66d44ec09664f9c8f2fcd3ab474dcdd063f231408da7ab46453c82b43da6ffb4 
 i am the god and goddess of this existence, the alpha and omega 
 So, herion tonight? 
 @Alice god I wish 
 dododododdee doop de dee doo 
 pooping guys 
 cope-ing in the name of misskey 
 I miss my stuffed animals 
 This nigga eating 5 burgers and 4 hotdogs 
 sirs 
 Shared screen with the my cunt text file open 
 openai lain a perversion 
 how long until reikita dies of alcoholism 
 boogies documentary dropping on halloween 
 I think I’m sick 
 banning tard 
 bikey bikey 
 Beavers hate this man thanks to one simple trick 
 jews are not a race, as a people they are parasites 
 @StephanGuy it just comes off the same as black people saying the white man is keeping them down 
 no notes? 
 what did this misskey update do to local notes 
 why don't 'race realist' ever consider the possibility that jews are just racially superior in comparison to them. 
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 @Johnny "Jovial Johnny" Peligro 🍅 :nix: whats up with tummy.town? 
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 @95af5c8b western Europe also had the theosophical society as well, and the weird proto wiccans that thought they stopped a bomb. But similar theories I have about nazi occult being brought in as well. Or rather nazi societal practices in general, but sorta "cleaned up" to not seem ultra nationalistic to the casual observer. 
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 @Fe₂🦀₃⋅H₂🦀  @4ba3a43e working on my end 
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 @Fe₂🦀₃⋅H₂🦀  thanks bro 🐈‍⬛ 🔌 
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 ok im still getting keys, its firefox 
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 @e7174109 its album cover shape 
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 @0246dc11 i saw it after i asked 
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 @2f31d435 oh do you have a telescope? 
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 @2f31d435 thats cool, I think im gonna get a pair of nice binoculars before i get a telescope to look at the moon 
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 @0246dc11 5e? 
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 @Fe₂🦀₃⋅H₂🦀  ​:marseyextinction:​