I wish I could sleep but I'm dysphoric 24/7.

My ovaries hurt just like when I used to menstruate before starting my HRT. Endometriosis seems to kick harder as well again.

I've explained most of what's happening in my last thread, but I can't take it anymore. 

I'm not gonna hurt myself or anything like that, I promised my fiancee, pets, friends... But it's hard. 

Dysphoria's growing non stop. 

 Hey friends,

I've seen a gynecologist today. There's a medical emergency, ovarian and/or fallopian tube.

The train was 52€, we have to go back after the ultrasound (in a few days) so we'll have to pay the 52€ next time. 

We'd need 320€ in total to pay for my karate year too for my reeducation, it's my only activity IRL.

Please help if you can, any donation or boost matter. Thanks 💙

https://www.paypal.me/VirgileMougin 

 Have a good morning, day, evening or night everyone. 

Be kind to yourself, it's ok not being able to do everything you scheduled. It doesn't make you any less valuable. 

Whatever you did today, even if it was just sleeping or safe care is already great, it means you needed it. You're allowed to have time to cool down and relax, don't let anyone tell you otherwise. 

Sending my best thoughts and much love your way 💙