I am more concern not with money but with "freedom" itself, privacy, if you will...I think the issue at steak is far beyond money. The control that exists already is beyond the line of acceptable.
Sodas, all kinds. Sugar, yet sugar is in everything this days, all products have sugar added to it, like pastas, bread, yogurts (even the ones that say zero, they have a percentage that goes from 0,04, to 1 something...), milk (since I throught it out, sour, immediately after drinking it), I try also to avoid all processed foods, from rice cookies to the vegan alternatives that substitute meat - make your own with the flour). All alternative vegan milks.
The only thing I was unable to remove is chips....I am addicted, from time to time, I have it. 😆
And I share with you this one, nostr:nprofile1qqsykz72k3s2mk33lt26xfhmpsz0dmyzr7eyh6zahhqrcpxvpcf0cpcpzemhxue69uhhyetvv9ujumn0wvh8xmmrd9skcqglwaehxw309ahx7um5wghx26tww4hxg7nhv9h856t89eehqctrv5q3camnwvaz7tmwdaehgu3wd46hg6tw09mkzmrvv46zucm0d5955gup 🙌
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https://youtu.be/gw0I12BHZ6I
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I don't see it that way but that's ok... I see it when you love someone so much that you keep allowing the abuse. For me that's a connection between a woman with an unavailable man, which can be quite damaging. She struggles to get out ...and he always leaves the door open...
What kind of human does this?
Never goes away but also is never there? For me is trauma bonding very well represented.
Most abusers, men or women, act like this. They love bomb you in the beginning of the connection. A lot of messages, a lot of attention, they shower you with attention and time. Then when they understand you are hooked, they start to talk less, and less and sometimes ignore (leave you on read). It's a manipulative tacking, called intermittent reinforcement, to get you "addicted". Your body and mind does the rest. Like an addict you do anything to get the attention again. When they feel you slipping, they come again. Usually when they are not giving you attention, they are with someone else. This devaluation process usually occurs between 3 to 6 months into the connection and repeats on a patter. It's insane and fu*ks with the soul.
You are correct. And it allows many interpretations. I read you wrong about the pasta. Yes, our own childhood trauma brings into connection to heal and break the pattern, I believe. In situations like this, either you learn self-love and choose you ( and abandoned the co section), or you will stay trapped and repeat the same cycle, either with this person, or another one.
I only have that one...
I will, thank you.
I will need help.... probably. I was not prepared for doing it now... was going, and won't do it until Mercury goes direct ...(I do believe in this lol).
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