@420f26f4 Houses are easy to sell maybe ? Kids can be packed into boxes, I think ?? They are supposed to be pretty durable. I don't think the schools are movable. Might have to get a new one of those.
@420f26f4 I don't know what any of those words even mean ! 🤩 (Not true. Context is easy.)
Oh wow every day ?? I'm such a coward, so I've never given it a shot, but I would do a lot of things at the request of a pretty girl... as evidenced by how I rode my first roller coaster despite feeling like I was going to die due to my significant fear of heights.
I need to get out of my own head again. One day I should look into recreational substances. For now I'll just sit here with a bunch of feelings I don't know what to do with because I don't know how to be a proper human being.
There's nothing that sinks me quicker than eating a meal and then seeing pictures of someone thinner and beautiful.
I don't know if I will ever be able to mentally/emotionally decouple those two completely different and unrelated descriptors of a body.
Logically I know they don't correlate and that believing they do is a fault of a society built by assholes... but... I... I can't...
It's still the biggest hurdle in my trans journey as well : Can't be an actual woman with a body like this......
I'm fucking tired, y'all.
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