Me waking up and remembering the horror of seeing a brand new giant bottle of Sunflower oil at my friend's house. And going through a bunch of emotional waves and rationalizing how to let go of the worry because they are too deep the mainstream rabbit hole and a decade of attempting to health pill them any small ways has failed and it's become exhausting. 
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