Why is this the first note I see, every time I open nostr:npub18m76awca3y37hkvuneavuw6pjj4525fw90necxmadrvjg0sdy6qsngq955, until all of my relays finish loading? #asknostr nostr:note1e2ksnuxyv0qcq03n2scp6sqr6587vhp30pdlh74ufsykc6kyfgssy9ex6x