I'm really sorry about what you are going through. I understand something like that is not easy. Being on the receiving and giving end of shattered trust in my past, I had to do a lot of self reflection. It was a dark shadow I had to face, for different seasons.
I'm always here if you want to chat or listen to music together. I enjoyed the song.
Thank you for sharing your story. I know the pain is not easily dismissed when talking about it but it certainly feels better when you don't feel alone in this world.
Thank you.