Whoa. Never woulda put you down as a smoker. Good on you for tryna quit.  I used to smoke like a freight train 20 years ago. It took me 5 years of “quitting”, unless I was at a party with my posse and I would bum one from them, before one day, miraculously, the nicotine finally made me dizzy. That’s when I knew I was done with ‘em.