My response to his video, on the off chance you are interested:

If I were to guess l'd say you are a Christian with Darwinist sympathies. You recognize the inherent evil of the means, but have some sympathy for the ends and the fact that they are pragmatic.
I feel you have missed a few things though.
1:) I think the actual number of Christians who stay allied with the faith during any hardship or persecution may be much lower than 50%.

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