Nobody wants embarrassing public meltdowns. Might not be the cause cause, but it is close enough. 

With all that is going on in my life and in the world the meltdown is pretty much guaranteed at this point. Just a matter of when… 

Autism is a gift they say. Some days I agree, other really not. 

Social media always makes it worse and far more embarrassing. 

I have seen glimpses of the future and it is stressing me