Looking down on someone is unpleasant feeling.
No matter how much I despise and blame myself, my arrogance keeps coming back over and over again. I want to be close to people, but I am a very unpleasant person.
And I am not going to use the fact that no one loves me as an excuse for not loving anyone. It's a shameful act with no pride.
I have continued, I will continue to make efforts to see the good in people and to maintain my conscience for a longer time. This is the best I can do.

I want to be a person with dignity for me