nostr:npub1vhevxct0z6vcu4jsmnyd0nak27rpe0wt404muywzjsgzfrglaw3qpj3ps4 do the treatment. it'll get rough at times but it's worth it. I'm almost 50 now and been in a coma twice, have kidney problems and a severe haertcondition but I have a wife that loves me and , if all goes well, I 'll become a dad withing the next year. those are the things that kept , and keep, me going. If you need to talk just hmu. to vent,to talk,to whatever. you're not alone in this. there are others. keep your spirit up. you'll be ok again.