Damn just saw this, so sorry to hear! They say no risk, no reward, so it’s really hard when you risk and lose so big :/ There really is something to the low time preference thing we are learning here though.. I see this as helping to create a brighter future for our grandkids.. whether we see it in our lifetimes or not remains very uncertain. Stay strong and keeping your good vibes flowing, those ripple out far and will be returned 🧡