I’m so sorry, lovely 🫂 I’m glad you’re doing better, but I know it must have been hard to let go of someone you loved. Absolutely horrible feeling. I fear it more than anything. It hurts now, but I promise it won’t hurt forever 🙏🏽 this too shall pass. 

This might not be what you want to hear, but I’m hoping it helps 🫂 my mum once told me that what is meant for you will be yours. Things have a funny way of aligning themselves, and im hoping you will get everything you you want 🫂🫂🫂 it just might take some time and possibly some re-aligning here and there. I’m not the best at advice, but I’m hoping this made sense 🙏🏽