Yeah same, in 2020 I was on fb telling my friends I'm not following any of the lockdowns/ restrictions, and why, trying to break the spell everyone was under. It was scary how little effect I had, and how many just stops talking to me. They thought I was nuts. I'm in UK and we didn't even have it as bad as most of Europe or Australia and parts of US. I feel for all of you that endured the hardest strictest enforcement.