Disappointing a client is one of my biggest fear.

I disappointed myself once and I'm sure the client was too. Terrible feeling.

I don't accept custom work so easily. I will refuse the money that I need if I'm not sure I can deliver.

I am NOT on top of my art. I can't simply.. do anything. Going outside my models is difficult. Finding new model is work and requires testing before I can be confident.

It's not that simple even tho it seems like it.