I am doing my best to try to manage, but it does get easier over time. I am stuck with a ton of things to do as executor of the will, but I have not ever done anything like this and it is very hard to manage while my emotions are flowing through me. 

When I get back from this aside, I would like to see if we can get together and talk, I have a few things I think you might be able to shed some light one for me, but I know you have a lot on your plate as well. Just let me know if you would be up for it and I will reach out once I am in a place to do it. 

If I can get these things sorted out, I will be implementing more nostr, bitcoin and lightning infrastructure for the ecosystem, but many of them are just things that are knowledge gaps in an already understood technical expertise on my side.