#SheRose from lifting others 

No longer happy with 
Basic beauty and classic design 
She craves her origin story
That she recovered from 
And accepted herself 
Toned down
Wasting her skills 

spreading over life 

Adrenaline calls her once more  
Can’t understand why she can’t 
Be ALL she is capable of 

Nor desires the quiet minded
peacefully boredom of this 
Natural life of modality 
Functionality less quality 
She wastes away 

Once you’ve swallowed fire 
Your thirst is never quenched 
Moon drenched she craves 
Feminine to take over 
Why can’t she be like most women? 
They would love to be 
Treated like a Queen 
Even for a day 

But it’s not who I am 
I’m a warrior 
Spiritual, yes 
But in my soul 
Slayer of dragons. 
And now 
Crying 😭 
Allowed myself to fall into his clutches 
Because his scales 
Sharpen mine 
Maybe it’s karma 
Lovers of dreams 
Whatever it is 
My soul screams 

Give me back my sidearm 
This isn’t the place for me 

Maybe I should get out my boxes 
Finally look at the awards I never cared about 
Coins received 
Exchanging rate seems off 🤣
soul much spent 
times spent 
——
How much pain can one woman take? 
For effects 
Multiple effective ranges 
Aren’t the same as 
Minimum nor maximum 
What was it all for 
My country is now ….

—— BREATHE 🧘🏻‍♀️ 

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