This is something I struggle with a lot. Avoidance behaviour. nostr:nevent1qqswjjjakda8wmr075faw2waxrurfeuy02ckrgjmcsa900rsg7vj90qpz3mhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuerpd46hxtnfdupzpn8qnzdj5u78xvnxvy43reswk707p2zayc20vxn8s7t3fx6f0esgqvzqqqqqqyghzqe7