Now I’m feeling confident and secure. I’m not dependant on anyone. I’ve got hope for the future. Believe? Not at all. I was extremely lucky to escape the last hill run with any Bitcoin. I thought I could trade my way to riches, I couldn’t. I kept buying hard all the way down, that hurt. I ran out of money at the bottom, the temptation to exit was real. 
Then I studied. 
Now things are different.