Oh sorry now I understand.

Yes same here, I can only scroll so far back on my profile.    Much less than a yeaworth is stores now on my relays unfortunately.  But this is how nostr was designed to work.

I guess you could resolve this by running your own relay?  Then setting the data retention to unlimited.

Its in my to do list but can only do it with a tor relay on my start9/server.

I haven't got the skills yet to setup my own clearnet relay yet.  :(