literally just wrote the word plant and then read your posts, so i am going to give you a message: As you push forward with your goals, take time to appreciate everything you have worked so hard for. Be proud of what you have achieved. Don't minimize your achievements. Find three things that are evidence of how much you've grown or progressed with your current project. Even the smallest things are worth being happy about and celebrating. Keep yourself motivated with positive reinforcement. Give yourself a pat on the back.