just don't say you are a Christian when you are clearly not
Matthew 7:16-18
 
16 You will recognize them by their fruits. Are grapes gathered from thornbushes, or figs from thistles?
17 So, every healthy tree bears good fruit, but the diseased tree bears bad fruit.
18 A healthy tree cannot bear bad fruit, nor can a diseased tree bear good fruit.

If you think this is good fruit you are of the devil.