i guess that's a "no i'm useless to you if you need me to write memory handling" i have a vague concept of how to do it, and i can probably write it really well but it will take me at least 10x longer to do anything, and 100x longer to actually debug it

seriously, i'll just say no, i can build components especially microservice type things and servers in general, code generators, such like tooling, i can invent APIs and codecs, but memory management at that level of irritating detail is just inhuman