I do try. I live with real neurodivergance. I'm wired permanently, differently. I let it work for me and put itnl to work with my art rather than fight it too much.
I have synisthesia. I taste colors. There's legit side effects from that, but that is what I put to work.

It is why my art is so impressionisnistic.
I default to imagery trips and taste what I'm meant to express, and then use it to create art.

This is reality for me. I have fought it many ways and tried to become more focused. It stagnates me and sends me down dark paths when I do.

I love people that can be hyper focused. It is like magic to me, to watch them do well. I applaud it because it is beautiful too. It is something that I can't taste.