Thank you RABBLE you are so right and I see it now. My deepest apologies for being a judgmental person. 
It is extremely hard. I’ve had the luxury of living all over the world and I know that about myself and I don’t talk about it a lot because it can come off as braggadocio, but I do know what it’s like to integrate into a new culture and learn a new language. And I lost 😞 friends in other countries as well. Hugs 🫂