damn this hurts how true this is nostr:nevent1qqsq5n37s2jg5t4sqmerd4xfus59x5rly3khczq8n2xzkmu4ctn04jcpz4mhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuerpd46hxtnfduhsygr3aj4a3d4nx4ywqa0lqxe3268lmgvaptp83qr8mxfj33k7fzzew5psgqqqqqqskhuq9e