What do you do now?

I struggled in elementary school but I was smarter than most of the other kids without really trying. When I got to middle school I was in the more advanced classes but it was soul crushing work that I hated. When I got to high school I started fucking around and just had fun with girls and friends. Getting Cs was so easy compared to getting As and the end result was the same diploma. My rebellious nature came out at that time.