i am not running against him. i never do. i have other things to do. i am ignoring him. he is creating his own drama. he always does. he always perceives every situation as an opportunity for himself to make money or generate attention - and even if it is his protocol, he supports what it does. if he is having a difficult time with killing my storyline and the repercussions of my losing my book content - instead of pretending he is a victim (something he often rails against) - he should do something constructive about it. which he does not. which is precisely the repetitive point. he wants to be forgiven over and over because he's a loveable bumbling fool: which he is not. he's a narcissist and not particularly interested in anything genuine. learn the lesson. we have done this over and over again. or don't. but my job is not to make him feel better about his thoughtlessness. if he believes that's death stranding: add it to the victim list then. i am not pretending. he can spend every dime running his pity me content if he wants. i have no interest in once again participating in boost elon's ego even though elon is at fault. 

that's why.