So pls answer the question. 

No one wants to watch 49 minutes of you being bad at presenting your insidious rot. Just say it in text if you have nothing to hide. But I think you do. All censors I've ever met have some secret behavior or past that would make them outcasts if revealed.

The reflex is to place themselves within some authoritarian structure or movement. The public reputation gained by being "on the side of good" or by other activities cloaked in stolen valor is their smoke screen.