Having a not great day, internally. "Only you could get dehumanized by a famous rockstar" is not the compliment you think it is, self-soothing dialogue. "Well at least you are pretty and effortlessly stylish" wasn't either, friend. Had I been male, it would've went different, and that's just a fact. Ambition was never much fun for me, friends. I have so much resentment toward SO many people today.