nostr:npub1x00n4mmhffmf4ew6n9kd32lnd4mqz4u50rxsn0zmjj5l0eesnl9qaj94p4 Thank you for sharing that!  I do really appreciate hearing how lots of different people's brains work.  And I'm sorry you felt pushed out.  Academia is a really weird place. Slowly trying to make it less toxic, but wow there's so much to fight against...