You can't justify running a node? Very shortsighted statement. 

You can't justify owning your own bank and payment processor on your own computer? You can't make back the equivalent of a couple hundred bucks in zaps over the next 5 years?

The lack of vision in this kind of thinking really boggles my mind. Just build a node, it's the correct move.

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