For the past 1.5 years I have dedicated my entire life to the craft for opportunities like this and it's happening.

Yet I have this feeling I'm going nowhere and should've just found a better job and stack sats like a regular person.

I don't know where I am at. I traded the ability to stack sats in exchange of building a portfolio. Which is great in 10 years, but today I'd have more sats if I had simply worked a full time job.

It's the low time preference thing since the beginning. Do I want to make some money next cycle? Or do I want to be an hyperbitcoinzed craftman in 10 or 20 years.

The choice seems simple and it was a no brainer for me 1.5 years ago but after all this time of not getting richer, the doubts are on me really often.
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