I'm sure nostr:nprofile1qqsr7acdvhf6we9fch94qwhpy0nza36e3tgrtkpku25ppuu80f69kfqpzamhxue69uhhyetvv9ujumn0wd68ytnzv9hxgtcpz4mhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuerpd46hxtnfduhszythwden5te0dehhxarj9emkjmn99uwrrtwk could help you there?

Yeah I get it, responsibility is there, but lean into the FUD, you'll build character and define what you really want/need. 

I found that when I rushed too quick, I never really felt a change until I slowed it down