So a few questions.

I presume gossip tried, but it did not load this event from auth.nostr1.com.   It did find it from hotrightnow and nostr.wine.

Also, I presume gossip would have asked me for AUTH approval if it had tried auth.nostr1.com and been AUTH challenged. But I was not asked. So I think that means the relay neither auth-challenged me nor supplied the event. But that is a lot of presumptions, there may be a bug or two on my side.