nostr:npub1z9elehs908ddvxgy94c60cdd5cx7st6tj8dk58c9pm4knlwmfegqxxxc5v oh i see 

one thing i've come to understand about my "introversion" is that i'm probably more shy than a genuine introvert.

the main stress source for me in a crowd isn't the crowd itself but my anxiety. i'd like to interact with strangers, but i hesitate.

i live like a hermit but i don't like that. would be nice to at least have a partner and/or friends.