the more I learn about the world, the more the shadows are exposed, and often more times than not, it's all fabricated in various degrees, the grounding I stand upon is built off pain and illusions. I don't know. I kind of wish we could all stop for a moment and understand the force we all hold and how it ripples across the universe , no matter how small or large your circle is, it matters, and i keep seeing more negative than positive. i don't think i am answering this very well.