Struggling against is literal and figurative hell. But it’s so hard to comply. 

 Jeff 

 beautiful Jeff Buckley… haunting us from the watery depths before death too 

 So true GiGi, I've lived many years of my life against the grain. Its bloody hard work. Last 5 years I used a different approach, looking for feedback, and fine tuning. Occasionally I've even had to say no to great opportunities. It makes the world of difference. We need to realise, sometimes the soil just isn't compatible, and we need to move onto more fertile plains. 

 Thank you for great written pieces , I have taken so much from your articles and will return to reread also… zapped you sats