I’ve heard priests say that encountering the spirits of loved ones after their recent deaths is a very common occurrence. They say it was common all through history and even continues today but people don’t really talk about it anymore.
I know people personally who I totally trust who describe encounters, but I have not sensed it myself.
So yeah, you’re just having a normal human experience as far as I know.
https://fountain.fm/episode/NLzaDLYMGLQJkQ3Aw8TM
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