Tell me why a million satoshis is a big deal. I maybe out of touch with reality. 

It especially did not seem like that much until I onboard on Nostr. Micro zaps give it value. 

Either way, I tricked my brain to perpetually be in hustle mode. Everyday is new, so whatever I accumulated yesterday does not account for today.

I suppose that's how I've maintained my discpline throughout all aspects of life. Whether it's wealth, fitness, relationships etc 

You gotta keep it moving or else you'll stagnate or at worst regress.