I figured out why I had that crazy dream about being chased two days ago (check my recents for the full story)
When I was 16, I asked my parents to come help register me for school on the first day
They (or whichever one I was staying with that week) gave me 20$ bill and sent me off
I had to pay 150+ out of my pocket to register and get into hockey
Good thing I had just gotten my first paycheque from my first job at Mickey D's (people usually remember that they bought clothes or smth with that, for me it was paying for the right to be educated 😅)
Then people wonder why I have trouble asking for help (or even being offered it)
Not asking for anything from you lovely frens, some people don't even have parents and are therefore much worse off
What I do want you to do is think of me and maybe show a lil' sympathy for everyone who seems to act a bit like a 'lone wolf' as there is usually some form of trauma behind it
Love you all sry for the trauma dump lol